smokeless

well i thought that the first day of not smoking would be a good time to start my own little corner of cyber-space . . . hmm ok well i have some small bits elsewhere but alays wanted to have a blog so here we are :)

i'm supposing that no one will actually be reading this space hmm well really at all and is more just a space for me to dump useless and random thoughts whenever i feel the need

must remember this when we are travelling as would be a good place to dump thoughts and travel stories as well woohooo travelling we will come too very shortly

and of course the real reason that i have decided to do this is just a way for me to vent my frustrations with no more nicotine, hmm going well so far but hey its only been 6 hours or so . . argh its going to be a long and tough road i bet :) oh well better to be doing it now than dying of smoking related illnesses early in life

must say though the patches work a treat, well at least seem to have my cravings under control today at least. i have previously tried the gum but hmm apart from the fact that work was a biatch at the time and well i lasted all of three days before started smoking again . . . not a real good effort that one was it

so looking to make it a better effort this time, gonna quit good a proper!